FrustrationI'm so frustrated, love, Feel so negated, love, Just want to punch something, love, And disappear into a black hole.Frustration
Take a deep breath, love Count to five, It'll all be over soon, love, I'll be by your side.
But what if it's not what you want?
LossRemove you, forsake you, I can't displace you, A living past, overcast future, A destabilised wholeLoss
Grasping -
The chunk which isn't regained, Railing away in the emptiness, In my hands, out of my hands, Almost, almost...
I don't look for you, Because you've gone.
Acquaint myself with a new future, The chosen path in the fork; Yet the dark stars on the other road Shine ever brightly,
Alluring, illusive, elusive, Undiscovered, unfound, A door slammed shut for ever.
The student of literatureEyes prized open by the alarming sound Of midday on my radio clock; Entertain the thought of smashing it to pieces: Gatsby’s friends thought so. But no, a touch will do, eliciting silence, I’m Marvell in his Eden, Though a girl’s the first thing on my mind, And in my mind our two loves mingled be, Work an unworthy substitute, a nihilistic trudge To the piece of paper to reaffirm my worth. Eliot’s books sit untouched, silent – There are things more important than pretence.The student of literature
Abating inertia a key aim, To kick out of my stile And ma
SchismBorn of my deceit, A schism shifts into view.Schism
Yes - My arms around you lock tighter. But as we drift into a dream, My heart locks tighter against you.
Warping through me, Two coalesce in a place for one; A part between us ruptures.
A cleave between us, Cleaved to one another, Yet cleaved away; Heart to heart, Heart from heart.
I don't know how to do this.
You can write haikus? I always find them so difficult. Am going to check your gallery now ;D
PS went to Bristol a few weeks ago and someone ran over my foot with a pushchair, good times.
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We are not androids.
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Oh, adhere to me for we are bound by symmetry-- The Decemberists
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Make the ordinary extraordinary
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